Just Post It

I need to write. I need to create.

I don’t need prestige. I don’t need to write for a living, or make art for a huge audience, or, indeed, to create anything for anyone else at all. I don’t need to build an audience, be an influencer, count my likes and followers, or do any of the other things that seem, on the surface, as though they might somehow validate my experience as a human being.

Because to create is the most human impulse. 

Pursuing validation from a crowd of followers, staying on top of algorithmic trends, building an audience on a platform I don’t own, networking and seeking acceptance from editors and selection committees, boosting my CV to appear legit, going to the right schools, living in the right cities, publishing in the best journals, adopting the right ideas, keeping up with fashion – these are just ways of playing someone else’s game. 

I don’t need to please the gatekeepers. I have everything I’ll ever need right here, on this website.

If someone else gets some pleasure from anything I create, I am (of course!) thrilled to know that I have given them joy. But that isn’t the reason I’m here. Writing and creating art is a way of thinking through the world, of meditating, of paying attention to people, places, things, and ideas in a way that I can’t otherwise access.

Creating is also a compulsion. I need to write. I need to create.  

So here’s what I’m going to do. Anything I ever write, make, photograph, or whatever, from now on, is going here. This is the place for it. This won’t break my writer’s block, put a new song in my head, or miraculously give me something interesting to paint, but it’s something. A little digital yawp. 

I have some things in mind.